ME, MYSELF AND I
Fast steem fall
One more time.
Every word smashed with excuses.
Bones filled with guilt.
Myself disperses through the holes of the bottom.
Intrudes deeper, deeper, steemer...
Into the ground.
Intrudes through sensual,
Through enlightened flows of my shell.
Me,
Swallows little ball-shaped red-coloured shits
That I left behind the last time we were here.
Me, myself and I.
Swallows little ball-shaped red-coloured shits
That I left behind the last time we were here.
Me, myself and I.
Darkness.Oh, but yes.
Oh, but of course.
Sharp thin ray of light
Touches the eyeballs.
Once.
Just once.
Breaks through.
Warm.
Spontaneous.
Sincere.
Emerges.
Stretches.
And disperses.
It is the only light that you see
In your deep down world.
Only once a day.
Only once.
In your deep down world.
Only once a day.
Only once.
Waiting for.
Then,
It leaves Me again.
Myself disperses through the holes of the bottom.
Again.
I pray to be awaked.
Placing little signs all around.
I hope to be shaken.
In a bliss. By hurt.
But,
My scream imprisoned in my face.
The face of Me still glued to the bottom.
Moment of silence.
False breathing.
Myself adjusting.
Again.
Searching my proper face
For the place
And all the needs.
Wishes and fears.
I am adjusting.
Again
To satisfy.
To erase.
To hide.
Again
To satisfy.
To erase.
To hide.
Waiting.
To rip the face of the bottom.
Dive into it.
Then emerge back to the sun.
Back to us.
Me, myself and I.
Not only once a day. But for-ever.
Waiting.
To collect my pieces.
To collect our bones.
Waiting.
While the laughter finds a way through my nose.
While the laughter finds a way through my nose.
Jana